This is week 2 and it got harder this week. I am sore, sleepy and exhausted. I keep praying I can just push play. If I start I can hang in there. So if your reading this blog, please pray for me. I know that it seems to be a petty prayer to be praying for, but I have come to a place in my life that if I don't do this now....I could be asking for bigger prayer later. I am in this place where I feel like I never complete anything. I am thinking about going back to college, I need to find a job, and right now I am gonna FINISH P90X! I keep telling myself 3 months, only 3 months, just imagine how much weight you will lose WHEN you keep this up for 3 months. It is HARD! I have played softball for most of my life, gymnastics, cheerleading, basketball, with Coach Miles I felt like a marathon runner LOL!, I was a lifeguard, and so much more....and this workout is INSANE! I think if P90X is this hard, the workouts they name INSANITY has to all but KILL you!
One of the hardest things for me is to get the calories that I need. When I met with Lex Luger this summer, the one thing that he enforced was that I must workout on an empty stomach in the morning because your body will go to the fat source and eat away instead of going to the calories from food. So I instead of dieting, I have been doing a lifestyle change, CLEAN eating (advised by Lex), and watching calories, but for this intense workout I am not eating enough and I find at night when I get in bed I am hungry, last night I was so hunger I could go to sleep. So I am going to start paying more attention to my calorie intake and WHEN I am eating.
So far my take a P90X, I like the pace the guy goes; I feel like he cares; I wonder why he has to curse so much; I feel like death during, but I feel good about my self afterwards; It is great to put on my jeans during week 2 and notice that they are way too big already and going to the store and refusing to buy a new pairs because I am waiting for 3 months; and it is improving my prayer life because I seriously cannot get through it without praying during it. Well, there is my rant for this week. Keep me in your prayers, I really want to accomplish this!!!!
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